“Truth will always be truth, regardless of lack of understanding, disbelief, or ignorance.” -W. Clement Stone

Mount Kilimanjaro reaches to the sky before disappearing into the clouds. The Serengeti National Park stretches on for miles before fading into the horizon. Lakes dot the landscape, forming a mesmerizing maze throughout the entire country. But in the midst of all this beauty, there are millions of people experiencing great tragedy. According to some sources, almost 68% of the population of Tanzania lives below the poverty line, and the life expectancy is only 45 years old. This is a fairly simple statistic to understand, but an impossible one to process. I do not pretend to understand what it is like to live in these conditions, but trying to figure out what caused such widespread poverty is a place to start.
Before Tanzania became “The United Republic of Tanzania”, it was a combination of two nations referred to as Tanganyika and Zanzibar. The two territories did not unite until 1964, less than 60 years ago. Since then, Tanzania has experienced many conflicts. From battles with the Ugandans in 1978 to Al-Qaeda bombings and national protests in the late 1900’s and early 2000’s, Tanzania has scarcely had time to recover from one conflict before experiencing another. In addition to this, Tanzania is still a very new country and has had very little time to develop as a result. It took America 170 years to gain independence after English colonization, and many years more to develop into a true first world country. The United States has seen very little government corruption compared to many other nations, and it still took hundreds of years for the country to develop. In comparison, Tanzania has experienced multiple conflicts, government corruption, and large protests within its 55 years of existence. Given this information, it makes sense that Tanzania would be a developing country at this point in history. However, the past does not define the present, and the present does not define the future.
From 2006 to 2012, the extreme poverty rate declined by 4%. In addition to this, the tourism business has skyrocketed and many other industries such as agriculture, mining, construction, and oil/gas production have also developed, helping improve Tanzania’s economy. While Tanzania remains a low income country, it is home to many different tribes who speak hundreds of different languages, creating a very unique and diverse culture. Despite Tanzania’s extreme diversity, Tanzania is one of the few African countries where it is common for citizens to identify themselves as Tanzanians first rather than with their affiliated tribes. In addition to this, there are many cultural aspects of Tanzania that make it unique. For example, members of certain ethnic groups believe that when their picture is taken, a piece of their soul is taken with it, so it is important to respect this and ask before using a camera. Elders are also treated with great respect in Tanzania, which is very important to acknowledge and remember. Even subtle things like abnormally long handshakes, lack of public affection, and the rudeness of smelling food before eating it contribute to Tanzania’s culture and are all important things to remember.
With Tanzania’s beautiful landscape and intriguing culture, it is easy to forget about the large scale poverty when the country is only looked at on paper. However, the fact of the matter is that 67.9% of Tanzania’s population is living under the poverty line, and that is 67.9% too high. But once again, the past does not define the present, and the present does not define the future. Tanzania is a beautiful country full of wonderful people, and there is so much hope for the future. I am beyond excited to partake in this experience and can’t wait to experience Tanzania for myself. I will never fully understand what it is like to live in positions like the ones I will see, but this experience will bring me one step closer to putting myself in someone else’s shoes and living a life of gratitude.
“Truth will always be truth, regardless of lack of understanding, disbelief, or ignorance.”
-W. Clement Stone

The Journey Begins

For those who are new to my blog, my name is Cate Maslan. I have grown up in Edwards, Colorado with the Rocky Mountains in my backyard. I am sixteen years old and any time I am not in school, I can typically be found on the stage, in the dance studio, or at the soccer field. This upcoming summer will be my third trip with Children’s Global Alliance (CGA), and I will be traveling to Arusha, Tanzania. I first learned about CGA in elementary school, when my older sister participated on her first CGA trip. My brother soon began to travel with CGA as well, and by the time I was old enough to apply, my older siblings had made me determined to participate in this life changing experience.
My first trip with CGA was to Rivas, Nicaragua, where I served at a school for children with special needs. My second trip was to Phnom Penh, Cambodia, where I taught English at three different schools and made improvements to an Orphanage 45 minutes outside of the city. After two years off, I am absolutely thrilled to be travelling with CGA again. This year, I will be going to Arusha, Tanzania, where I will teach at L.O.A.M.O and visit an off-site baby orphanage. L.O.A.M.O is a school that has become home to 250 wonderful students ranging from baby class to grade seven. I will be making my own lesson plans and teaching a variety of subjects, as well as delivering supplies to the children I work with.
This is very different from my past trips because I did not typically implement my own lesson plans in Nicaragua, and I only taught english in Cambodia. I am very excited to take the next step and apply my own lesson plans to a variety of subjects at a more advanced level. My perspective of the word has been completely changed because of my past trips, and I can not wait to see how I will grow and change on my trip to Tanzania. I have been on a total of five service trips with multiple organizations, and on every trip, I have completely fallen in love with the children I work with. Of course I am excited to see another country and learn about the culture of Tanzania, but there is nothing I am more excited about than making another family around the world.
Over the next eight months, I will be posting updates about the preparations for my trip and my emotions as the trip grows closer on this blog. I will also be posting blogs more frequently once I get to Tanzania in July. Thank you so much for following me on this journey. I am incredibly grateful to have this opportunity, and I can’t wait to share everything I learn through this experience with you. By biggest goal is to take advantage of every aspect of my trip and not let any part of it pass me by without growing as an individual and helping those around me. After all,
“Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us, or we find it not.” -Ralph Waldo Emerson

Living Off Memories

“Goodbye” is such a simple word. For a word so simple, it has many meanings. Sometimes, there is excitement for the next time you’ll see someone behind these words. Other times, there is a sense of relief for finally being done. Or, as in my case, there is the sorrow of knowing you may never see someone’s face again.

Before coming to Cambodia, life carried on the only way I knew it. Now, I can’t imagine life without the second family I have made on the other side of the world. Life without daily hugs from my sisters Srey Pich and Srey Mey, or daily tickle fights with my brother Niroon, is unimaginable now that I’ve had the pleasure of meeting so many beautiful children.

In Nicaragua, I ended my final blog by saying I had left half my heart with the children at Escuela Especial. I now know that there is always more of your heart to give, just as there is always more to learn. As much as I wish I could take my second family back to the nature-filled mountains of Vail, I know such things are impossible. So from here on out, I will live off of the memories these children have given me. I will look back on the time we danced in the rain, when the children first welcomed us to the orphanage, and even the tears that we shed when saying goodbye, and I will smile. I will smile because it happened, and that is something to be grateful for.

Defining Hope

What is hope? Hope is a word we’ve all known since we were toddlers. I used to associate the word with desires and wants such as: I “hope” I get a role in my musical or I “hope” I get an A on my test. However, a teacher at the school said something that entirely changed my idea of the word.

In between classes, a teacher by the name of Jaam Ra told me that she “teaches because she hopes a good education can make many lives better.” After that sentence, I no longer see things such as the desire to get a part in a musical or get an A on a test as genuine hope. If I want a role in my musical, I need to put in the effort to have a good audition; if I want an A on my test, I better study. These are just 2 examples of things that were under my control all along.

I now believe that genuine hope is not associated with desires or wants, but with needs. In Cambodia, I have met children who have as close to nothing as it gets. They were born into poverty and now own hardly anything more than a few clothes, a bright mind, and a shining smile. They didn’t choose to be born into their current circumstances. They have no control over where they are now. So what do they do? They go to school to practice their english, and they hope. They hope that tomorrow will somehow be better than today, and that the seemingly endless cycle of poverty will be broken.

That, is genuine hope.

Learning Happiness

Colorful roofs. That’s the first thing I noticed when I arrived in Cambodia. Everywhere you look there are red and blue roofs. That’s why it came as a shock to me when I first saw the gray walls of S21. The dull color of the walls match the grim truth of what happened there about 40 years ago. Once a high school, S21 was converted into a prison during the Khmer Rouge. It was a place used for torturing innocent people that Pol Pot, the leader of the Khmer Rouge, saw as a threat to modern times. These people included anyone thought to be an intellectual. People were arrested just for wearing glasses or having soft skin. Of the thousands of S21 victims, only 12 survived. Walking through the very rooms that were used for such inhumane events made my heart go out to those who died, as well as those who are still alive and recovering. This visit made me realize why Cambodia is where it is today and why I came to help.

After our trip, we went to the orphanage. I looked into the innocent, welcoming eyes of the children and then looked around at all the trash. Something about it just didn’t match up to me. These children deserve better, and the fact that I can help them, whether that be through teaching or manual labor, is a blessing. These trips don’t just benefit the children we work with, they benefit us too. In Nicaragua, the children were able to show me a new part of myself, a new way of life, and a new perspective. They taught me more in that week than I would have ever learned in a lifetime without them. In the same way, the children at the orphanage and schools have already made me realize so much about myself and the world around me.

While teaching the pre-schoolers, I realized I had more patience than I ever thought and I rediscovered my ability to maintain a positive attitude. While cleaning out the back of the stage, I learned that I have more perseverance than I knew and I can mentally take on more than I expected. While playing in the rain with the children at the orphanage, I learned that happiness is a choice, and you can make that choice any time on any day. That’s why today, after cleaning trash out of a dirt pit for almost 6 hours, when I was hot, filthy, and tired, I was happier than ever.  I can already feel the permanent imprint these children are leaving on my heart, the least I can do is do everything in my power to make their lives easier in any way possible. By doing that, I just might be able to change their lives forever.

“The people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the one’s that do.” -Steve Jobs.

Time

Time. How do you understand something so intangible? It's a measurement. A measurement we created simply so we know when to be somewhere. But what is it really when you think about it? A word. Time is just a word. But sometimes a word makes all the difference. A week. A week is all I had in Nicaragua. In that week, I fell in love, I taught, I learned, I changed. Six months. I had six months to raise $2500 and complete 6 hours of community service. Three months. Three months until I board the plane. Three weeks. I will have three weeks in Cambodia.

That is my biggest fear for my trip, time. I've now raised all the money I need and I've completed my community service, neither of which was easy. I worked to get to a place where I can say everything is set for me to leave for Cambodia. Now that I'm finally at that place, I'm beyond excited, but nerves are setting in as well. Will I forget the khmer I know when I actually have to speak it? Will I be able to execute my lesson plans properly? With this amazing opportunity comes a seemingly infinite number of ways to mess up as well. With Team Nicaragua leaving in less than a month, all sorts of memories are resurfacing. My last day in Nicaragua is one I will never forget. All the hugs, all the tears, they were all caused by time. I only had a week in Nicaragua, and that was not enough time for me, no amount of time would ever have been enough. I may have a full three weeks in Cambodia, but my biggest fear is that I will still not be satisfied. I'm scared for when I will have to say goodbye. As irrational and useless as it is, I am simply scared of time.

How do you avoid time? You can't. But what you can do is take advantage of every second you have within the given time. I may only have three weeks, but those are going to be the best three weeks of my life. My biggest goal for Cambodia is to seize every moment I have with the kids. I may not be able to stop the sun in the sky, but I can make every second count that the sun is up. I will not think about the last day. I will not think about the pain I will feel when I have to say goodbye. I will think of today, and today only. If I make every second count, maybe, just maybe, I will have enough time.

Permanent Memories

People say that smell is the strongest human sense. You may see something that reminds you of a painting you saw, or you might hear traffic that reminds you of a city, but those things can be forgotten over time. Smell on the other hand is almost always unique to a certain place or thing. Think about it, no matter how long it's been since you went to the doctors office, you always know the scent. You might not be able to immediately picture what the waiting room looks like, or how the chairs felt, but we all know what a hospital smells like.

My point is that every place on earth has distinct features. Living in Colorado, I will always remember the way the air smells somehow different after a snowstorm. I will never forget how it feels to be surrounded by mountains full of yellow trees in the fall, or the sound of aspen leaves crunching under my feet as I walk down the sidewalk.

Much like countries, people have distinct aspects too. While everyone is different, people from the same country or region often share certain mindsets because of something that happened to their country in the past. In 1975, all Cambodians suffered from an event called the Khmer Rouge. Through a horrifying series of events, Pol Pot was responsible for the death of up to 2 million people. His goal was to revert Cambodia back to year 0. To accomplish this Pol Pot forced citizens to evacuate the cities and abolished money, private property, and religion. He tortured and killed anyone thought to be a modern intellectual, wiping out most of Cambodia's middle class and work force. Others died of starvation, disease, or exhaustion from the relentless labor they were forced to do. Cambodians are still suffering from this event today, but in an odd way it has united the Cambodian citizens because of their respect and understanding towards one another.

While I look forward to learning about events like the Khmer Rouge and other major aspects of Cambodia's history, I also look forward to learning what little things make Cambodia unique. Coming home from Nicaragua, one of the things I missed the most was the smell of salt and palm trees. I missed the certain way they cooked their rice. I missed seeing the colorful houses as I drove to Escuela Especial. I missed listening to the locals speak in quick and fluid Spanish. I missed the feeling of the sun beating down on my back as I pushed the children on the swings after lunch. I fell in love not only with the children, but with the country as a whole.

Part of what makes up a country is the country's culture. One thing I know about Cambodia is how you greet others. You are supposed to fold your hands at your chest and bow as a way of greeting, and you deepen the bow and hold your hands higher when greeting someone of extreme authority. Simple things like this seem like random little fun facts now, but when I'm half way across the world I'm sure that I will see the beauty in their culture.

Cambodia offers me the opportunity to fall in love not just with children I'll meet, but with another way of life. I don't know what I will smell or hear as I walk down the roads of Phnom Penh, but I know that it will be imbedded in my memory permanently. My trip is about 6 months away, a very long or very short time depending on how you think about it. As it grows closer things are finally starting to coalesce into a big picture. I have almost 3/4 of my money raised and I am working on memorizing my Khmer. With each step I take toward my trip, I'm getting more and more excited.

The other night I even dreamt about my trip. I was pulling weeds and the occasional piece of trash out of the soil of the orphanage's garden, sweat collecting around my bandana despite the dark clouds overhead. A few minutes later, I felt rain drops cooling my skin. Before long, it began to pour and the scene changed to an image of myself and 4 other volunteers playing with a few of the children in the now muddy area by the garden. A little girl pulled me closer to the stage, where it was slightly less muddy. Figuring she was just leading me inside, I willingly followed. We walked a short while before she found a small puddle created from a pothole in the grass. She jumped right in the middle of the puddle, and the water splashed me, soaking my shoes and leggings. Laughing hysterically, the little girl ran back toward the other volunteers and her friends. A smile formed on my face as I took off after her, chasing her through the rain. I scooped her up in my arms as I caught up to her, wrapping her in a tight embrace.

This dream reminded me of why I choose to apply for these trips. I may never see the children at Escuela Especial again, but every one of the students faces is etched in the stone walls of my mind. I can't predict what my trip is going to offer, but no matter what happens I can assure you there will be new memories created and more faces added to the stone wall. Certain things are unforgettable, and memories of people around the world are certainly one of them.